Sunday, April 30, 2006

A Strange and Ordinary World

I go day by day living my life and loving everything I do. I think sometimes that can bite us in the ass. When you don't pay attention to your surroundings or just pay attention to yourself it is seen as selfish. My husband and I are in our band (which rocks and I couldn't be happier), have wonderful jobs and have wonderful times together. Then, somehow the drama of others enters your life and at that moment you have to realize you are not alone in this world. Everything you do is effected by everyone else. A sick circle that is intertwined with the others, never letting go and always spinning. I feel sometimes to be stuck in this circle. Swallowed by the gulp of life and it seems nothing is ever going to change.

When you finally try and stand up for yourself and speak your peace, no more drama. It turns around and causes others to have pain and feel that you are in the wrong. I want to be happy and to have the people around me to feel as much peace and pleasure as I do in my life. I wish everyone had a smile when they woke up and kisses on their forehead.
I ask everyone to stop what you are doing. Be thankful for all that you have and not dwell on what you don't. If you express your feelings and they are misinterpreted, explain them rationally, calmly and respectful of the other person. No more drama folks!! Be blessed to live on this earth another day and don't regret anything that is said or done. Stand by it with confidence!

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Say Cheese!

So today we took our band photos, oh my goodness can I tell you I have never had more fun and been more excited at the same time all while having to try make myself look sexy... NOT! Anyway, it would not have been even possible without Steph. She has been by my side for so long and I would not have wanted any other person there to fluff my hair, change my shirt, tell me to cock my hip a little to right or tell me glare like I mean it. I love her to death and I can't wait until My Mistress is the biggest band in the USA and I can have her right by my side. I know she is the only one who will keep me grounded. It is you and me girl in Europe! She is like the sister I never had and the pictures would have been nothing without her. I love you girl! My Mistress loves you too!