A Strange and Ordinary World

I go day by day living my life and loving everything I do. I think sometimes that can bite us in the ass. When you don't pay attention to your surroundings or just pay attention to yourself it is seen as selfish. My husband and I are in our band (which rocks and I couldn't be happier), have wonderful jobs and have wonderful times together. Then, somehow the drama of others enters your life and at that moment you have to realize you are not alone in this world. Everything you do is effected by everyone else. A sick circle that is intertwined with the others, never letting go and always spinning. I feel sometimes to be stuck in this circle. Swallowed by the gulp of life and it seems nothing is ever going to change.

When you finally try and stand up for yourself and speak your peace, no more drama. It turns around and causes others to have pain and feel that you are in the wrong. I want to be happy and to have the people around me to feel as much peace and pleasure as I do in my life. I wish everyone had a smile when they woke up and kisses on their forehead.
I ask everyone to stop what you are doing. Be thankful for all that you have and not dwell on what you don't. If you express your feelings and they are misinterpreted, explain them rationally, calmly and respectful of the other person. No more drama folks!! Be blessed to live on this earth another day and don't regret anything that is said or done. Stand by it with confidence!

Say Cheese!

So today we took our band photos, oh my goodness can I tell you I have never had more fun and been more excited at the same time all while having to try make myself look sexy... NOT! Anyway, it would not have been even possible without Steph. She has been by my side for so long and I would not have wanted any other person there to fluff my hair, change my shirt, tell me to cock my hip a little to right or tell me glare like I mean it. I love her to death and I can't wait until My Mistress is the biggest band in the USA and I can have her right by my side. I know she is the only one who will keep me grounded. It is you and me girl in Europe! She is like the sister I never had and the pictures would have been nothing without her. I love you girl! My Mistress loves you too!

How 'Bout My Mistress!!

Well, this whole week has been crazy to say the least. Working like a dog and no resuts. Man, I hate that. Getter sicker by the moment and no one knowing what the hell is going on. And then... My Mistress. Our band and my true love. We have a gig.

Now when I heard it, I thought WOW! That's cool. But now we are recording, things are moving and we are really coming together. I am so proud of where to were to where we stand. I didn't think I would be this excited but I can't help it. My Mistress has come a long way and now it is time to rock the world!

Are you ready to rock? My Mistress style.

Groovin'

So it is Sunday morning and last night we had such a good session with the band. We wrote this new song... Ode to Jimmy. I love it. I can't wait to get up on stage and shake my butt! Just kidding. I am a little Italian girl and I don't dance very well.

My Mistress is going to blow people away. We are a rock, blues, hard rock band all in one. Oh and we have me as a singer, so it is a little feminine too! I can't wait to record, to play some gig's and just rock out! All my friends are there and my husband playing the bass. Life couldn't get any better!

Watch out for "Ode to Jimmy" by My Mistress on the radio folks. We have a hit!

Some Days are just Bitchy!

Well, Saturday morning has rolled around and for some reason I am in a bitchy mood! No reason, my life is great, my friends are great. I am just a bitch. Maybe an alocoholic beverage would cure the soul. . Or maybe not. It is noon somewhere?

Why sometimes do you just wake up in a bad mood. Maybe it is the people or maybe just you! I have had a lot on my mind with work and "new" friends. Not sure if I want to reconnect, it seems forced, but I did anyway. Just to make sure she was well. We used to be so close and now it is like we are worlds apart. Her in hers and mine. I think now that I look back, that it was like that all along. We were always in different worlds and we tried to merge them. It seemed like it worked, and then it didn't. Now we have come full circle and I am so hesitant to accept this new thing I can't stand it. Weird.

Shit, I just really hope the bitch goes away, and happy me comes back. It sucks to be bitchy, especially on a lazy Saturday morning!

Well it seems life moves in cycles. Someone once told me that a life event happens every 3 years and I think he was right. My husband has been with his company for three years and yesterday was his last day. He is ready to start a new chapter and move upward an onward. I am so proud of him!!

Today we are also installing hard wood floors to put our house on the market. I can't believe we are going to sell our first house. It is a life changing weekend and who knows what is going to happen next.

I hope the next chapter is as exciting as this one was... can't wait to see what happens.

Until Next Time,
Drea

Home Sick Again!

Well, another day in the life of Drea. I am sick again and the flu is taking it's toll. I have finally signed into a blog to see what all the fuss is about. I wish I could get over this cold and make some more placements. :)

My job is a lot of hours but the reward I recieve is awesome. Yesterday I made another placement bringing me to my quater goal with 2 months to go!
Hopefully tomorrow I will be well and my husband's chicken soup will cure my illness. I am sick of being sick!

Until next time,
Drea